old friendships

Whenever I drive past her house, 

I still look in the driveway for her car. 

Whenever our song comes up on my playlist, 

I always imagine when we would scream the lyrics together—

like nothing else mattered in the world.

This is kinda funny, 

like in a way.

It makes me wonder if she ever thinks about me.

It is kinda funny, 

right?

Funny like our old inside jokes that we used to share.

The jokes we made over text late at night.

The jokes we used to smirk at in class when the teacher was talking.

It’s funny because we are strangers now. 

Funny because I never got a “goodbye.”

Funny because I will never know why. 



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